Serious Free Verse

"Free Spirit-Challenged" By Alexander The Poet 05.04.05

All my life I've held back from doing things solely,
because I cared what other people would think.

And even now, I still do.

Am I the only one?

I wish I just didn't give a fuck no more
and did things that make me happy... or cum...or both!

THE END

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The following set of 4 free verses were inspired by a girl from the west coast...

"Huge Crush On A Girl" By Alexander The Poet 03.26.05

So many poems are going through my head
And I can't organize my thoughts
Nor my emotions or feelings
It must only mean... 
I've developed a huge crush on a girl

THE END

"How Do I Win?" By Alexander The Poet 03.26.05

If I am honest, they freak out
If I am subtle, they never see
What's the best way to go about
Telling girls, with them I want to be?

THE END

"She Smelled Like California" By Alexander The Poet 03.26.05

She smelled like California
So refreshing and sweet
I always wanted to move there
And when she sat next to me
I didn't want her to leave

THE END

"I Wish She'd See" by Alexander The Poet 03.26.05

If eyes are the windows to a guy's soul
I wish she'd look at mine and see
How badly I wanted to know her

THE END

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"Pointless Confession" By Alexander The Poet 01.10.05

The thing which scares me more,
 than confessing something secretive and shameful,
 to a bunch of strangers in a community,
 with common interests as mine,
Is to have said confession,
 fall on deaf ears...
For it makes me feel 
 as if I'm really fucked up

THE END

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"Too Much Information" By Alexander The Poet 01.10.05

I often wonder,
 if telling too much about myself
 turns more people off,
 as opposed to telling them very little 

But then,
 wouldn't I be lying
 and not fully honest
 about who I am?

Perhaps if it was meant to be, it will...
 And fuck the rest if they don't like me

THE END

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Inspired by every beautiful girl I ever laid my eyes on...

"Just A Dream" By Alexander The Poet 01.06.05



Each night I dream about you

And in my dream, this is what I imagine

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I imagine,

my hands moving slowly,
down your shoulders
without actually touching them
 and then slowly,
 moving them back up,

as I look into your eyes

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I imagine,

my hands moving slowly,
down the sides of your body 
down to your waist,
without actually touching it
 and then slowly,
 moving them back up,

as I look into your eyes

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I imagine,

My hands hovering over your breasts,
without actually touching them
just hovering over them
 through that white t-shirt that you are wearing, 

as I look into your eyes

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I imagine,

moving my fingers around your nipples,
without actually touching them
just teasing them
 through that white t-shirt that you are wearing, 

as I look into your eyes

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I imagine,

lifting up that white t-shirt slowly,
then seeing your beautiful breasts 
only slightly covered,
 by that bra that you are wearing

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Then, as I look into your eyes, I ask you,

May I please touch them? May I please touch you?


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Then I awaken,
For I realize what I knew all along...

That it was just a dream,

And that you'd never let me touch you.


THE END

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"If They Care Enough, They Will Find Me" By Alexander The Poet 12.28.04

I use the internet to try to meet people.
I try to get them to like me.
It's nothing but a waste of time because,
It only brings my heart hurt.

Stupidity would be practiced if I kept on doing it.

I'm better of being an egocentric recluse,
minding my own business and just be writing poetry,
and ignore the rest of the world.

If they care enough, they will find me.

THE END

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"Romantic Irony" By Alexander The Poet 12.26.04

Many times I wish
That I would be able to just tell a girl
How so fucking beautiful I think she is

Without having her freak out 
Because she doesn't know me

But I feel I'd have better luck telling her 
How much of a fucking slut I think she is

Since it seems to me that all the beautiful girls are always with assholes

THE END

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"Celebrity Crush" By Alexander The Poet 12.24.04

Having a crush on a celebrity,
Is way better 
Than having a crush on a common girl
For a celebrity will never reject you,
And break your heart

But a common girl can

THE END

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"Beautiful Girls Intimidate Me" By Alexander The Poet 12.20.04

I'm 29 years old,
But when I look at beautiful girls that are younger than me
I feel intimidated by them,
And I feel like such a little boy

THE END

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